Romain12

I deeply despise dark demon thoughts, I fanatically fight feverishly furious at all costs, They stubbornly seek to slyly snake a hold, I refuse to relinquish my rightful role and shall not fold, Devilishly demanding death and destruction is their goal, Their growing greater grief grip takes a toll, The binding breaks my breathing briefer as I lose faith, With insidious intent intensely infecting me with hate, I glance glaringly at the glazed graceful sky, Dear lofty light of a loving lord hear my cries, Cease and caress my pain and carefully cast me out of this hole, The lord lovingly lights life back into my soul.

Laying on my back, Thinking of what I lack, Staring at the ceiling, Disconnected from my feelings, Dark thoughts in my head, Drowning in the tears I have shed, No signs of relief, Trapped in my grief, Numbness all over, As I suffer from life's cold shoulder.

When your shy, it's so hard to say Hi, So I sigh, and wonder why, No one understands how I feel inside, As I wipe away the tears from the pain in my eyes, Oh, he's just a loner, the kid that sits in the back corner, Never could fit in felt like a foreigner, no matter where I'd go, I'll just be a weirdo, worth nothing like a zero, I lay in bed and wonder, did god make a blunder, Isolated from winter to summer, I try to rise, but I fall like leaves, So hard to speak, is it a disease, but I'm shy not a freak, Toss and turn as I try to sleep, When will I awake from my depression, What time is my resurrection, Is their something wron